Thanks for all your support this year. Happy New Year for 2015!
My personal message - The many 'firsts' of 2014 and here's to an infinite party of Happiness :)
When I think about 2014, it has been a year that has brought heartache, pain, lonliness, joy, inspiration, hope, hopelessness, challenge, freedom, confrontation, success, darkness, fear, truth and love. It is also a year of many 'firsts'. After being introduced to Divine Truth, this is the first year of my whole entire existence where I feel I have learnt the most about myself emotionally and how I can heal myself. This is the first year since 2002 where I have been completely sober, free from drugs, alcohol and substances. The first year in my whole entire life where I became a vegan and gave up eating God’s most precious creatures. The first year in which I have come to know the truth about God and who this being is outside of the filters of religion.
The first year in which I come to know that God is my true parent, that my true self is a soul and my physical body is merely a robot that my soul can operate through as an expression of my desires, passions, longings, beliefs, emotions that are healed and unhealed, loving or unloving. This is the first year in which I have come to know and experience what it feels like to receive God’s Love into my soul and the power of God’s Love to transform our souls and bring true healing, the first year in which I come to know the true meaning of life, humility (which I fail terribly at times), truth and that there is now hope that the ultimate happiness and peace can be achieved. The first year in which I now know the true meaning of what it means to be a child of God and the power of that and what can be achieved through this connection with God.
This is the first year in which the people, friendships, relationships, places and material possessions that once appealed to me, that I once sought after I now no longer desire. Gone is the house, car, money, luxury items and countless friends and in its place I get to fully discover who I am by living in truth through my true passion and desire of creating music. All I have is a humble student room with a single bed, old stereo, few essential tools to create music, few clothes, few friends that can be counted on one hand and a few dollars that get me by week to week. This is the first year in which I choose to see the New Year in on my own but I don’t see it as being alone, I have God who is always with me. The first year where I choose to welcome in this New Year with God as a symbol of the beginning of my new relationship with God, as an invitation to God to be a part of my life from hereon.
I have kept the doors closed on God and now its time to open my heart and let Her in. Im ready for God to be a part of my life, Ive spent many years in wonder searching for love, the kind of love that would take me to higher places and this search has only led me home to God who has always been there patiently waiting for me to embrace Her and shower me with Her Love. As I prepare to welcome in the New Year with my God, I have my favourite doof Above and Beyond trance music playing, all the essentials, some yummy bananas, a pear, nuts, Red Rock Sea Salt chips, Nudie Tropical Juice and the all important fresh water. I think of all the crazy new years I’ve had and where I am now, I have lost so much of the things that don’t matter, given up so much but gained everything that is the most important to now create a life of true happiness, peace and everlasting Love.
The pills may have worn off, the club doors may have shut but with God the party never ends. The party is only just beginning, a party that lasts forever, an infinite party of Love, Happiness where in the end the ultimate ‘high’ is becoming At-one with Gods Love where the feelings NEVER wear off, a feeling that infinitely exceeds any good pill you have ever tasted, a feeling that’s real, true, everlasting and that’s yours to keep forever. As I enter into 2015, this is the path I choose, I choose God, my soul (that includes the other half of me) and God’s Love for these are the things that last forever. I know that everything else I have ever sought is merely just a substitute for the Love I craved the most and cannot possibly fulfil me in the way that God only can.Here's to an infinite party of happiness, the party that never ends! X